35mm film to digital, color, sound, 2020. Shot with a Lomo-Kino, combined with photograms – the recent past, present, and near future are continuously visible. The title come from: “Today as then I turn to stone in your presence, sea, but no longer feel worthy of the solemn admonition of your breathing” Eugenio Montale, with special thanks to Kirka Kangro.